bumbumbum..another one bites the dust?

remember how at the end of last week's post I said all i wanted to do the following weekend was be a giant lazy bum.
well all i did this weekend was be a giant lazy bum.
and i'm bored out of my mind!!!!!!! i mean, it's sunday night now and i totally need to go to bed, but i'm disappointed at the lameness of my weekend. i did successfully shop, but otherwise i ate pizza and breadsticks for 3 out of 5 meals (that's what happens when you buy a whole pizza for yourself), spent sat am at school and watched about 25 hours of reality tv on mtv. (total side note: 16 and pregnant is rather poignant television. i don't think i've made it through an episode without crying. in this one episode, the girls "baby daddy" texted her that she was a fat stretched marked mess and to let him know where to sign for that "mistake" they made. instant tears. how heartbreaking. i find myself watching and thinking, gosh i hope that never happens to me. then i remember i'm 29 and it's completely normal for someone of my age to be pregnant. Truelife: I'm a Southern Belle= not as poignant).
As for next weekend...i don't know what to do. I bought John Mayer tickets several months ago, totally psyched to see him here in Vegas and now the concert is next weekend and i'm apparently dateless...
here's my options...
banana man-- our texting continues kinda....tuesday i asked him to give me something to look forward to as i was having an absolutely hectic week and he said sure, but that he wasn't completely over his nasty cold yet. (excuse?) by friday i was done playing and just flat out asked him if he was still sick or just sick of me. his reply-- just a crazy week at work. how are you?....then i got a 1:40 am "are you still up?" text which i ignored until 1:40 the next afternoon when i asked him if we'd catch up over the weekend and at 9:56 pm sunday night he's yet to reply. i think it's safe to say this one's bit the dust. which is fine, cause i don't really have any feelings of fondness for him, but i'm still kinda irked that it's not on my terms.
i really don't like the "non-reply" as a way of ending things. being completely non-confrontational i understand it and would use it myself. it's certainly easier than hearing flat out that you're not wanted, but i think a small part of me is always left wondering...
so that's that.

then there's the set up, who still needs a better name. we texted thursday during the wake game (flattered that he was watching and thinking of me) but we never did get together this weekend and since we're both teachers, i doubt we'll get together this week. i have no idea if he's around next weekend (it's the start of spring break), if he likes John Mayer (or can at least stand him) or if he'd even fit in the seats at a concert venue (he's really tall!!). a concert like jm might be a bit much for a 2nd date. i might throw the feelers out there though...

then i could always through around the idea to the few friends i have out here. asked roommate, she didn't seem so psyched...i can ask around school...i just dunno...it's times like this, that i'm like, what am i doing here? why the f am i in a city where it's so effin impossible to meet people-- friends and date-worthy boys? but then i wonder if i'm done exploring it's possibilities...i'm a giant mess of indecision.

so if all else fails, i might take the ultimate risk of singleness and go to the concert by myself. i am NOT missing it. maybe i could pretend that my friend is in the bathroom the whole time. wow i am lame.

whatever happens, do not let me become that lady i saw driving down the 95 the other day. no joke, on my way to work, roommate and i came across a car with the license plate: katkrazy. and sure enough, driving the car was an large, unkept, depressing looking lady. sure i couldn't tell her marital status from the car, but i wouldn't be surprised if she's single.

at least i am not as desperate as the girls on true life: i'm a southern belle, who were disappointed to be 24 and unmarried.

i think i need a break. next weekend's john, then i'm home for 5 days (march 31-april 4-- be there!) and then i have two months before summer. maybe when i'm back from spring break, i'll resume my boy shopping, but for now, i think i'm on a dating break.
past my bedtime...love you all!